healing gracie

Lately I have been feeling kind of alone. It's not really the dark, depressing kind of alone. No, it's not that. It's more of a "I have so much to say, but there is no one there to listen" type of alone.

I've been going through a lot of changes lately in my life. Most of them have to do with me making progress in healing, which in turn affects other areas of my life. And it affects those areas in a good way. Even though it is good, it is still scary for me. I'm still somewhat afraid to trust it. It's all so new to me that I'm not sure how to respond to it at times. There has been just tons of new feelings, thoughts, etc. that I have been experiencing. It's pretty cool, but at the same time I am feeling overwhelmed by it all. Even though it's good stuff, I still need help processing it. And I do that best by talking through it.

A lot has been on my mind that I have needed to talk about. Relationships, love, me getting close to a guy...goals...believing in myself...self-worth and self-love...my mom (yeah, I was kind of hoping I was passed that one)...spiritual stuff. There's just a ton! And I'm not sure what to do with it all when I really don't have anyone to talk to. When that is the case I usually turn to writing...but writing can only do so much after a while. And it often turns into a one-sided conversation...with a limited perspective on the whatever I may be trying to proces.

What can I do?