Sometimes I wonder...and secretly fear...well, it's not so much a secret anymore...but I seriously wonder, think, believe, fear, etc. that I will end up alone. That I will always be alone. I know, irrational thought there. But here I am, and mid-twenties LDS girl striving to do what's right, live righteously, and all the while battling the demons from my past. And I'm worried about marriage!?!? Uh, yeah, I am. Well, not marriage specifically, but it is part of it. I am more worried that I will never be close to someone, and marriage is the first type of relationship that pops into my mind when I think of people who are close (assuming it is a healthy relationship, of course).
It's too late to go into detail now...I am far too tired to write down all of my fears/insecurities related to the aforementioned subject of relationships and closeness. I have a feeling that will be an interesting post. I hope you all get your noggins working....I could use some input on this one.
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